Refreshed
This one is going to be pretty quick because my soap opera is coming on in like four minutes! Anyway, I just love it when you go through something difficult in your life and you come out feeling totally refreshed and liberated. Like in the bible when it talks about being refined by the God's flame or whatever...yeah I don't know the exact wording but I know it says that in there somewhere. So yeah that's what's been happening to me the last like month. It's like issues that I wouldn't let God have and didn't want to face or deal with, I've finally let Him have it and now everything is better. I'm not saying that the process was easy, and I know that I'm not toally done with it, but I'm just really feeling refreshed in Him or something like that. I'm also learning not to worry so much about the small details of my life but to just trust God with it and let things happen in His timing and not my own. Isn't my life suppose to be His now anyway? Well I think so, so I'm really working on just going with His flow. It's kinda nice not having to be so worried about things anymore. Not that I'll never worry again, but at least right now things are doing alot better in my life. And I'm just more happy and at peace with things. God's also been showing me some really cool things about who I am and what I'm gonna be doing and I'm really excited about what's ahead in my life. It's like once I got rid of some distractions and relaxed in God, everything turned out alot better. I love that God works like that!! I didn't even have to feel condemned about things that had been going on in my life that weren't of Him. All I had to do was say sorry give it to Him and not only did he not judge me about it, He comforted me and helped me through it. I just love that about Him. Ok well gotta go, Y and R is coming on!!!